You know how you say you're going to do something, but that just talk...until you take a step forward and actually try to do it. (Whoa, that sentence confused me.) But yeah, so now I'm starting to work on college audition stuff and I'm scared. What if I pick the wrong piece and it's too late to change it??? What if...ahh, I need to stop what if-ing?

So the competition was eh...successful...ish. I wooed them with my scale, because they could overlook my skipped lines and measures, and yet they awarded me with third place. I could go on and on about how I don't deserve it but hey...whatever happens happens for a reason. The dynamic duo was once again a disappointing d...second. I couldn't come up with a d word for that.

So...I'm kind of annoyed and upset with this one person because this one person is being very self-indulgent in it's bad mood. And it really brings everyone down.